Blues….

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Did you ever happen to see life in grey color lens... Wherever you set your eye sight...everything appears so grey & hostile...

I wonder where my inspiration & my daily day dreaming vanish...


Why the blue sky no more seems brighter...


Why the far away ocean frozen in the horizon no more call me for my daily escapades...


Why the things i use to like so much no more appeal to me...


Why this constant feeling of miserability shadows my every step....

How I wish there was a receipt for happiness ...

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Dilemma

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I always think that life should have come with a manual or with a search engine ...



these days am in an impasse... taking a decision is never easy...

I don’t want to take a hasty decision … like I did in the past & live in regret

I’m right now stuck in the middle of my life journey… not knowing which way to choose...



cant deny am afraid...apprehensive...

life is never easy...

the choice that I will take will reflect on my future... am still thinking on the pros & cons...trying to make out where I shall be in the future...



my big dilemma is whether to quit my job or not...

the job I had started to hate so much...which has become my own purgatory...


I hate the hypocrisy ....
the egoisms...
the unfairness...
the exploitation...
the coldness
& the inhumanity...



I no more want to
be tormented in my sleep with work...
where at every turn there is only reproaches..
where opening your mail inbox you are afraid there is going to be some very bad news...

today I no more have the strength to face all of these...
all my patience has faded away...

and I don't know what to do

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